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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
4:13PM
Ok, so I've been thinking of how the only thing I've been getting lately is letters asking if Aozu is finished and strange objects from that person that obviously doesn't like me, and I realized that I don't feel like waiting any longer to put out songs.
Kajimoto-san, I want to have a talk with you. I want to put out a single idependent of Aozu. Let me know what you think of this.
Monday, March 7, 2005
10:19AM
Well, the police inform me, that someone may be considering doing me harm. So far they don't really have any evidence. No local butcher can recal selling any pig's heads. Although 4 places had them stolen. So they have no leads thus far. They have would considered it a practical joke but... since they were lacking so much evidence, it seems more sinister. *shrugs* I'm not worried. ^_^
Also, I've been working on another song. Since Atobe bought me a beautiful new keyboard, I've been inspired to write and play more music. Maybe if Aozu ever gets back together I'll have some more material to present. Otherwise... I guess I'll just do my own thing...
Current mood:  chipper
Tuesday, March 1, 2005
Well... another birthday came and went. Mostly because it never happened. ^_^ Mom wanted me to come over on sunday for cake and presents, but I told her not to do it this year because I didn't have a birthday. Even fans seemed to be confused as to what to do. Many told me happy un-birthday, or told me happy birthday but that they weren't sure how to determine my age exactly. Although I got one disturbing package which contained a decapitated pig's head and a note that said I was cursed. But Kajimoto told me that the police would investigate that. I wonder if Atobe found where I stuck the head in the refridgerator. ^__^ Nothing like a little fun with one's roommate, right?
I had a quiet evening at home. Kajimoto-san did call to wish me a happy birthday, as did my mother. Mom called yesterday as well, just to check if I wanted to do something. Saeki sent me a card and told me he would call me sometime this week.
I wonder what's going on with the band...?
Sunday, January 9, 2005
Friday, January 7, 2005
2:26PM
Atobe finally is home. Akutsu brought him home. Somehow I don't think Atobe slipped. Just the nature of his injury.... Even still, I want to repay Akutsu for bring my roommate home. Did you know how hard it is to get pantyhose off of an unconcious person? I wanted him to be in normal clothes for when I called the doctor. I asked for one to come here. They're suppose to come by later this afternoon or evening. I'm pretty worried since Atobe has yet to wake up. I'm about to run out to buy a few things for him.
Maybe while I'm out I'll find someone to distract myself with. Maybe i Akutsu accepts my invitation it'll be something to help pass the time. I really need to do something with myself. I've dabbled with some lyrics. But haven't talked to anyone in the band. I can't get in touch with Echizen or Ooishi and... I haven't the heart to call Tezuka. So I guess I'm just doing the work on my own for now. I have spent so much money on pool recently that the owner of the pool hall has offered me a job to do demonstrations or even teach classes to those that come. He said bussiness has picked up since I've been there because of my skill and the rumours that the keyboardist of Aozu is there. So much for privacy. I tried going to other pool halls, but... all the pool halls are filled with fans waiting for a chance to play a game with me.
I'm thinking I need a new hobby. I need to do something. Maybe I'll just start going off for weeks at a time. Just, pack a bag and walk out the house. I'm thinking of a trip to the woods of Hokkaido. I've been watching a few documentaries on tv and I like this idea of a spirt quest that I heard of. Maybe I'll do that. Try to find myself... otherwise I'm afraid I'll go stir crazy.
Current mood:  bored
Thursday, January 6, 2005
So, apparently my roommate ended up falling into a cabinet and nearly giving himself a concusion. Or maybe he did. I'm waiting for Akutsu-san to return him home so we can get a doctor to figure out if he's alright. I mean, why would he have been so clutzy and in there anyhow. Me? Have something to do with that? Surely not! ^_^ hehehehe
Also, Kitten, when you're up and reading this. ( Atobe dake )
Speaking of kittens... I wonder how Jirou and Bell are doing...
OOC: Strikes = deleted
Current mood:  thoughtful
Saturday, December 25, 2004
8:35PM
Oh my. How long has it been since I was around? A couple weeks ago I decided to go for a walk. I stopped off at a bar on the way. When I came to my senses I was in the middle of the woods. I was there with some girl I didn't know. Supposedly we had decided to go for a nature hike. After 3 hours we made it to a town. I ended up staying there for a couple of days because it was so peaceful. They told me of a small church at a town up north. So I went searching for it. It took me a few days to find. But it was well worth it. The air there... there was something unique about the quality. There was a feeling about the place. I can't explain it, but I was in love.
To make a long story very short, I completely was lost in another world. I called my mother to tell her about the church and she started crying. I completely forgot about what time it was. She was really upset I missed x-mas eve. I finally got home. I think Atobe is out, because I don't hear him. I'll check on him after a short nap.
Oneesan, I'm sorry about missing everything. I'll bring mother and your gifts by tomorrow. And ask mom when we're planning to go to the temple for new years.
Yuuta, did you have a good time? Did you visit home? I will drop off your gifts to your dorm soon. ^_^ <3
To everyone else, even if you don't celebrate the holiday, Merry x-mas.
Current mood:  ^_^ Current music: Holiday Mix (in english)
Friday, December 10, 2004
Hello Kiru's friends
Ken/Kiru/Kazimoto/Fujimon's computer is out of order. So Kiru will be gone for a time. I have no clue when it'll be back in order. Thanks.
~ Karma ( megax)
Current mood:  content Current music: Queen of the Damned - Foresaken
Friday, December 3, 2004
7:34PM
Ernesto is so adorable! I took a whole roll of film of JUST him! I dropped it off at the developing lab earlier. I'll pick it up tommorrow because I'm too tired to go right now.
Oh, and in the spirit of the upcoming holiday:
Who's dance_2_heaven? ... ^_^;
Current mood:  productive Current music: Ernesto tap dancing ^_^
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
I got home last night and found that someone had left me a pet on my windowsil. I went out and bought an aquarium for him. Filled it with twigs and leaves and dirt. I even bought a couple of plants for it and a few little set up peieces to hold water. I bought a mini cactus for him. He really likes it too. He built webbing all over it! I gave him a dozen crickets this morning and... there are only about 5 left. I guess he was really hungry. Sometimes when I have music with a strong bass on, he'll start dancing to it. Wonder if Atobe will ever come anywhere near my room again?
Monday, November 29, 2004
1:25AM
Happy birthday, Eiji!
I know we don't talk as much anymore. But we gotta start doing that. Sorry I'm a little late on wishing you a happy birthday, I was caught up on a few things. It's not an excuse for not telling you sooner, but it's what happened.
Kitten, you're still coming with me to the tattoo parlor, right? I am going to schedule an appointment tommorrow morning. So... I will have it done soonish.
Current mood:  happy Current music: "Can't Forget Your Love" Kuraki Mai
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
So, I was looking all over for tattoos that might interest me, and I found a bunch of things. But finally I found this very small and simple pair of pale blue wings. I asked the artist how much a tattoo of that would cost and... I had no idea that tattoos were so expensive. So I'm reviewing my tattoo idea. Piercings as I found out are also a lot more expesive than I thought they would be. I thought of buying one of the kits to do it myself but... I don't trust that. So my idea is to make some extra money outside of my apartment fund, then use that to get my tattoo. I decided wings are too obvious and they seem very popular these days. So, I will keep my newest idea a secret for now. But if/when I get it done I may put up a picture of it.
You're still coming with me to get it done, right, Kitten?
Current mood:  doing things Current music: "The Devil's Trill" Guessepe Tartini (all 17 minutes worth!)
Sunday, November 21, 2004
So...I was playing billards recently (a couple days ago or something) when a guy asks if I want to play for money. I know it's against the policies of most places so I turned him down. Besides, anyone that just approaches you and asks to bet with you usually has fixed themselves a win. But I kept playing on my own, offering to play friendly games with a few people that were unable to find any pool cues (It had been crowded and the only pool cues were...a bit warped). After a while one of the girls in the group of the 3 (2 girls and a guy) of them started making moves on me. I played back as usual and noticed that the guy that was with them was getting a bit jealous. But you know how I get... So about a half an hour later I come to find out he's the boyfriend and that the girl, Naomi, was trying to hook her friend up with a guy but then decided she liked the pickings more. The single friend, Kurumi, was pretty shy and actually a lesbian but had only been humouring her friend to start with. Kurumi had told me this after I went to help her find the cue ball she managed to knock off the table and across the room, although whether or not it was an accident is still up to debate. Anyhow, after another 15 minutes of playing the boyfriend, Makoto, challenged me for her. She got upset and said she'd be cheering for me to win. It broke into a fight between them and I was placed in a bad position where I had no choice but to play. And they both put down money on the game. I won very quickly and their fight got even worse, ending in them making out against the wall and eventually getting kicked out. So Kurumi and I played a while more. Then she thanked me for the game and we split the money between us. I counted the money when I got home... ¥500,000! I don't know why so much was put down in the first place. But maybe I should play billards for money now. I'm sure I could buy a decent condo if I kept up a pace like this. Well, off to the poolhall again. I made myself ¥50,000 yesterday. I'm starting to make back and have profit on the amount I spend on going to play now. Maybe I'll find another fighting couple willing to dish out ¥1,000,000 a game again.
Current mood:  cheerful Current music: "Make My Day" Kuraki Mai
Tuesday, November 16, 2004
So, I went out to the store today and saw that Nikon had a new model camera out. I was rather excited about it. It made me realise that I haven't used my camera in a long time. I went to look for it and realised it was back at my old apartment. So I went back there since my lease can be canceled at the end of November and I still had my key to there. I found a few things that I had left behind. I don't know how I forgot my camera though. I am ashamed at myself for having forgotten it. I had left a mini poster with whildlife from an old trip to hokkaido and a pack of bear tarot that neesan had gotten me. There were a few other little things, but I brought them all back to Atobe's. The wires were still sticking out of the wall and ceiling in the hall. In fact, there were new wires sticking out in the kitchen from the floor. Uzaki-san obviously is need of some type of professional service to teacher her the proper way to take care of her tenants and the building. On my way back I picked up a guide to housing for the Odaiba and the Omachi areas of Tokyo. There was a guide to housing in Kanagawa too, but that seemed a bit far from work even though I picked it up. I found a couple of places that I was interested, but most were out of my price range. At least, if I want to keep indulging in my hobbies, which I'd like to do. Saeki told me that when I get my own place he'll come over to throw me a house warming party, but I talked him out of the idea. I realised just how much I miss having my dearest and oldest friend. Other than him there's noone that really understands me at all. I really want to see him and talk to him abotu everything that's happpened. He can never talk on the phone for long, so we didn't get to really talk about much. He says he may not be able to come back in Decemeber because christmas is such a big holiday in america. But he promised me if he can't get back before, he'll at least be there for my birthday. He's so sweet like that.
Yuuta, if you read my LJ at all, Saeki says "hi" and wants to know how you are. When he comes back he says he wants to see you. Maybe the three of us should go out and do stuff together. It'll be like old times, ne?
(OOC: strikes=deleted)
Current mood:  cheerful Current music: "Don't Stop the Music" Tomokazu Seki
Friday, November 12, 2004
4:42PM
Well, took care of kitten's little spider problem. It was an adorable little spider too. He liked to dance. If he shows up in the house again maybe I'll keep him. ^_^
Also, Saeki finally sent me a letter. Seems he's been out of the country. He thanked me for his birthday present I sent him in the begining of Oct. He FINALLY got it now. Which is sad, I was hoping to have heard his surprize sooner. Also thought maybe he'd up and died on me. He said he'd try to keep in touch a bit more often. But he's in america right now, so it'll take about 2 weeks each way for letters. It's good to know that I still have my oldest friend.
Speaking of which, Eiji, how are you? Did you ever finish that song you were working on?
Monday, November 8, 2004
So...my modem is acting up for some reason. I'm thinking maybe I will take it in to the shop soon. I also have to try to save my poor princess of a roommate from his spider problem. Poor Miss Muffet over there. I think I even heard a scream...
Kitten, are you alive? O
Current mood:  amused Current music: "GO!!!" Flow
Sunday, October 31, 2004
I finally finished my song. It hurts to have my eyes closed and my hands are a bit sore but...all is good since I finished my song. I was so wide awake from it that I ended up cooking a 3 course breakfast at Atobe's...I don't know if he evr ate any of it. I've been eatting it for the past 5 or 6 meals now... Well, I'm done. I'll update more later.
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
I got back from the autograph session and went straight to my room. Atobe was out so I didn't have to worry about being questioned. I was sitting down to practice the chorus of Black Rain when the day's event struck me with full force. Some girl attempted to seduce Tezuka right in front of me. That was a bit disturbing to begin with, but then she was taken away by security and it seems that she isn't fond of me. Seems to think I have him under a spell. If I do, it's an anti-love spell.
The worst part of the session though was the young boy that came in after her. He seemed like one of the nice calm dedicated ones we get. But when I said I couldn't sign all his items due to the 2 items at a time policy, he pulled ou a knife. Before I could blink he had it to his throat, ready to slice open his jugular unless I told him I loved him. There was someone out there that would die over my saying something like that. I just...I've never actually thought that that was possible. I'm not sure if I feel responsible in any way for his actions or not. Luckily Tezuka was there and helped me and saved that boy's life. I don't know what became of him...I hope he's alright...wherever he is.... Tezuka hugged me again.... I'm not sure how to deal with this. It's a comfort, but...it hurts. I don't know how much more I can take of being around him. It is so painful. I know I should set aside my feelings and think of the band. But...I just look at him and think of how I screwed everything up. That maybe had I been able to wait and told him at a different time that maybe it woudl change things. But...I know that's not possible. I wonder how Jirou is...I can't read his entries though...I think I had a small bit of love in my heart for him. It was growing, but still there enough that I can't bring myself to listen to his program anymore.
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Current mood:  ... Current music: "Touch Me" Akina
Sunday, October 24, 2004
So, I'm all moved in. Atobe redid his guest room for me...it's amazing. He spent way too much on it. I was all ready to sleep in the dusty room that was there...but then...that... I have no words to express my apprechiation.
Atobe made dinner last night. I told him to use a cooking show to help him. I think he may have. It tasted pretty good this morning. But then...an hour ago my stomach hurt and I started to get dizzy. I won't say it's his cooking as I could just be stress again.
So I'm going to lay down for now. I'll update more about my move when I feel a bit better.
Current mood:  sick Current music: "Moments~acoustic piano version~" Ayumi Kamasaki
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
Well, Atobe is going to be coming back today. I started to pack everything up and realised...I really don't have almost anything if you discount my furniture, which belongs to the apartment. I have the two pictures in the living room, my cacti (all together I have 7), my limited amount of dishes (like 5 cups and glasses, 3 bowls, 2 plates and a few assorted pieces of silverware), my clothes (and accessories like hairbrush and things of that nature), my keyboard, my laptop, my pool cue and my MD player and speakers. I'm sure it can all be moved at once. So it'll be a fast move. I'll update as soon as I get moved in.
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Current mood:  Thankful and looking ahead Current music: "A Stray Child" See Saw
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